high-strung

I have reached my limit yesterday morning. While troubleshooting a no USB light, I ended up crying in frustration in the middle of the call. Oh it was not the customer I was mad at, in fact Ms. Janice Dixon is such a patient woman I feel like I would troubleshoot for her forever. But with everything that has happening to me. I have as I've said before, reached my limit.

I have become high-strung and extremely emotional. Even good calls don't make me feel better anymore. Is this the time to quit?

My mother said that if I wanted to do, it's ok with her. Heck, she wanted me to quit in the first place! I would love to really, but where would I go? It is not easy to look for a job these days especially since March is fast approaching. Ang hirap kaya makikompitensya sa mga bagong gradweyts. And I can't wait forever for my other sister to find me an employer in the US. What do I do?

I must be nuts to stay here as in this company. But what choice do I have? Unless I go back Manila and apply to other call centers there and I promised myself not to go back there unless I have to. Looks like I have to.

Manila may be a corrupt and sinful city but it is also a city filled with life.

Or maybe I should find a job that is NOT related to a call center job.

Or maybe I should get a life.